Agony fortress

There is a fortress in the nether of my soul.
A fortress of agony

Guarded by two hellhounds, he rests on the dark plains, surrounded by woods of my pain

Enter the fortress

All empty
Deserted

Yet so painful

And i'm glad to know that
When I go
It will go with me.

Sacrifice

I shall commit a sacrifice to father Satan

I shall take the athame and split open the lifeless body of the sacrificed one
I shall consume his insides
Drink his blood
Gnaw on it's bones
All in Satan's honor

Wait.

Who is the unlucky soul that got murdered in honor of the dark prince?
Look no further, for I am the one.

If what I was shown is God

If what I was shown is god
in his full glory
shining
smiling on humanity

Then I fucking DENOUNCE HIM
I take the dagger of hate and plunge it into his rotten, arrogant skull.
Then I crack it open, revealing the rotten insides

Revealing the verses of the Bible, the verses of Kur'an.
I burn them with otherworldly hate, for that's all they are worth for

Tell me, believer, why should I love your God when he has bestowed nothing but misery and pain upon me?

I sincerely hope that one day you see the tragic extent of my failing, of my miserable life.
And then judge for yourself
If God is worthy of worship.

An hour left before Lilith comes

A hour left before Lilith comes
the lying snake

I am engulfed in Lilith's love
fake love
there is no love
never was

And she will come, in her shameful display
Wings opened
Fangs visible
Eyes glowing with blistering rage

As she takes the dagger and plunges it into my skull
As blood soaks and covers me
As I leave the mortal realm
i try not to love her

A hellhound's howl marks her presence

A hellhound's howl in the distance
Mark her presence.
An unholy servant
Bows to his unholy master

A pleasant mortuary view
On her
On lies and deception

Look, believer, at the lie you believe in
A lie that resurrects you
And then kills you
Over and over again

Oh when will you learn?

Nothing you are
Nothing you will become
As you return to the dark bringer of light
Your only salvation

Incel's salvation

On this beautiful night
Gazing upon the sky
For a soul like me is devoid of fright
My only salvation is night

And all across I see, faceless advice for me
As if it was that easy.

What do you know, rich man,
about pauper's hunger?

What do you know, happy man,
About loner's pain?

Yes. Pain. So inhuman and cruel
I'd compare it to demons, but they are my friends
For my only salvation is night

A beautiful enviroment can be the darkest hell if you experience it alone
a loner said
rejected one
humiliated one
sad one
lonely one
And then finally,
persecuted one

Does she feel my pain? I doubt it. For her, i'm nothing.

And that's the story of my miserable life.